1:55am

While I was browsing my laptop's drive, I found a folder filled with quotes I saved from Tumblr. One of them says; 

set your alarm at 3:00 a.m, wake up and write about the first thing that comes on your mind.

Honestly it's been a long time since I write something and I totally miss it. I don't know, I have self confidence problem, often I prefer to be known as anonymous.

People know who I really am. I'm often seen with dark clouds above me. I often spend my time listening to gloomy music, dark arts and stories about pasts. Often my sentence would fill with melancholic scripts.

I bet most of my friends notice how I actually talk alot about my university life. Because that was the time I just started to search what I want.That was the time I can escape from reality, listening to Nell and write about things that had been in my head and when people read it. They have no idea what the hell am I talking about.

That is what I love about me. But it'd be so much better that I can express to the public professionally.

Misguided Ghost

Most of us, would willing to trade our soul for happiness. Most of us willing to suffer to get a good name that we forget what's the meaning of 'good deed'.

Money can never buy us happiness but it can make us sane temporarily.

The word 'friend' no longer has its value, so does love, but we still searching for them.

Deep in our heart we still looking for hope.

Heart; despite how many bitter seeds had planted in our heart we're still searching for the sweetness of life.

Life; is as wide as the ocean but hell circumstances they are the main obstacles.

Whenever I heard you saying that you are sorry for being useless, sorry for being you,

I too sorry for making you feel that way.

There are many things I discovered ever since I met you and I wish there's more to explore.

But until now, we're just need to get used to this.

And I can get used to this.

TABIJIKAKE @ Malaysia

Last month I went to Merdekarya to watch Monalyssa last minute open mic and fortunately that was the night I met this duo from Japan; Gamaharu.

It was an exhausting day so I actually got a bit grumpy due to walking too much at Setia Alam. However, their performance soothed me that night. What I really love about it was I can't speak nor understand Japan but I can feel the calm by listening to their music.

During the performance, Haru told us that they're travelling by just playing music. They started from Tokyo, Japan, then to Seoul Korea, Taiwan, Singapore and now Malaysia.

'You can't understand Japanese but we can understand music' 

- Haru

Knowing that they want to spread their music in Malaysia, I recommend them to perform at Kedai Sebelah, a very nice place to perform and enjoy delicious affordable meal.

Night with Gamaharu at Kedai Sebelah was splendid. Everyone enjoyed the show and I'm glad I could be there to experience such wonderful show.

Within one month they've performed at Merdekarya, Kedai Sebelah, 77Mayford, and busking at few places like Malacca. It's fun to see them travelling enjoying cultures all around the world.

On 13th June, Gamaharu decided to throw a party at Merdekarya called TABIJIKAKE and as I heard from HAru it was the last party before they move to another country. It's sad that my camera battery suddenly low and I have to leave early for Temjin's recording. However the early party was fun, I got to watch few performers and an impromptu from Otam and friends.