From the time where I was grow up watching cartoons until the time I finally finished my study in uni, I have no clue how to arrange my life perfectly. Sometimes I have the strength to carry on my life but most of the time I learn to cry and let it happen the way it want.
If I could, I won't be spending too much time sleeping because all I know if I have the nerve to go through everyday I'd see there's a beauty in reality.